Today was challenging for me.
Every single one of my doubts, fears, & insecurites came to a head.
I've never felt myself get so close to the bottom.
If I could take as much advice as I give, I'd have all my shit together.
Unfortunately, I can't do that.
I start what I can't finish...
...I don't finish what I start.
I'm too kind-hearted, overlooked, and worthless.
I'm self-conscious, angry, and burdened
I'm tired, weak, and uninspired.
I've been waiting on my moment.
It must have gotten lost in the mail.
I'm waiting on the post man to bring me my dreams.
It's not like I want the world...
I just want a piece of it.
To be loved...
To be wanted..
To be inspired...
To be known...
To be more than just "him."
To be UNDERSTOOD
to. be. happy.
